cerebral brew
Thoughts…

Lots of excitement! Thanking the good Lord for a new chapter that’s coming soon! Am I ready for the northern life, now that I’m in it for the long haul? Aaaaack!

Beautiful

In my past 25 birthdays I was always made to feel special. A party was always organized, I’ve even had surprise parties that really got the family scheming. The whole hooplah and pizzazz was always at play for a birthday party taking place during the time of year when everyone else chooses to spend time at the cemetery. It was always about me. Now that I am millions of miles away from home, that cake day is a bit doomed to be an ordinary, no fuss-no frill day which is an experimental feeling of some sort, and it’s a bit unsettling in a way, I won’t get that morning birthday prayer from my mom and the cuddle that my sister would give me, the grandest of cakes, the most special of wishes and the faces that beams genuine happiness…

but… seeing my youngest cousin back home turn another year, makes me realize that life moves us forward, we go through changes and it’s ok because there are people that means so much to you that are growing and experiencing life first hand, and that is wonderful. Our baby is finally taking his steps towards manhood, I guess :) I wish him health so that he will be able to experience life with vigor and that he does well in his studies so that he will be able to fulfill that fraction of adulthood and give back a sense of satisfaction to his parents. Seeing life unfold before your eyes makes you feel stronger, less lonely.  Seeing one of my dear friends have a beautiful baby girl renews my hope in life, that it does grant us gifts, something to live for, something or someone rather that urges us to be better. La vita e bella. Always.

#throwback #family #sister #ponsyon 😃😊 (Taken with Instagram)

#throwback #family #sister #ponsyon 😃😊 (Taken with Instagram)

Roasters #sunday #family #lunch #kennyrogers #food #yommm #nomnom #salad #peppercorn #sauce  (Taken with instagram)

Roasters #sunday #family #lunch #kennyrogers #food #yommm #nomnom #salad #peppercorn #sauce (Taken with instagram)

The best part of running errands with mom #food #bluejay #cafe #family  (Taken with instagram)

The best part of running errands with mom #food #bluejay #cafe #family (Taken with instagram)

#family #lunch at #Ramboy’s #molo #summer #sunday #instadaily #sister #love (Taken with instagram)

#family #lunch at #Ramboy’s #molo #summer #sunday #instadaily #sister #love (Taken with instagram)

A little sick but went to church anyway #selfphoto #selflove #sunday #family #igers #instadaily #instagood #instahub #summer #sunny (Taken with instagram)

A little sick but went to church anyway #selfphoto #selflove #sunday #family #igers #instadaily #instagood #instahub #summer #sunny (Taken with instagram)

Mom’s day lunch at #Emilion #lifejournal #lateupload #family #instadaily (Taken with instagram)

Mom’s day lunch at #Emilion #lifejournal #lateupload #family #instadaily (Taken with instagram)

The long week’s cure #picstich #igers #instadaily #allme #family #dinner #celebration #stepsofrome #plazueladeiloilo #instalove #instagood  (Taken with instagram)

The long week’s cure #picstich #igers #instadaily #allme #family #dinner #celebration #stepsofrome #plazueladeiloilo #instalove #instagood (Taken with instagram)

A bag full of goodies from my aunt :) #vs #family #thatpinkstripedbaggie #instalove #instagood #lifejournal #igers  (Taken with instagram)

A bag full of goodies from my aunt :) #vs #family #thatpinkstripedbaggie #instalove #instagood #lifejournal #igers (Taken with instagram)